Almost twenty-two years have gone by since I gave birth to my first born son.
Noah Gabriel Vaughn was born at 11:50 pm on December 6th, 1998 to a younger version of me who had eagerly anticipated being a mother. He didn't cry when he was born, just a small squeak. I remember wishing he would cry, but there was just silence mixed with the doctor's hushed instructions for me of what to do next.
"Is he still alive? Is he okay?" I knew he wasn't okay. But I wanted some sort of re-assurance that all was not completely lost. The doctor said, "Yes, he's still alive, but it won't be long judging by his color."
"Can I see him? Can I hold him yet?" It seemed like an eternity before he was finally placed in my arms.
He was beautiful.
He was perfect.
To me.
He looked just like me, lots of fuzzy ginger blonde hair that grew low on his forehead, little ski-jump nose that turned up on the end, a tiny, round chin, and square face.
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How are you feelin' about this year's growing holiday list of To Do's?
Sending big love and support to everyone who's feeling the overwhelm.
I'm deciding ahead of time that this year the holidays are going to be a little different.
For me, that means to practice constraint.
Constraint is a limitation or a restriction you put on yourself that simplifies your life. I've noticed many of my coaching clients are feeling a lot of dread with some of their holiday responsibilities that are coming up.
Constraint helps eliminate overwhelm. If we decide ahead of time how we're going to focus our energy during the holidays, the more energy we have to create what we truly want.
Constraint (saying no) gets difficult if we are the type of people who like to keep our options open.
Keeping our options open is a problem though, because we have too many options these days.
Constraining your holiday parties is a great idea. One of the things I really like to teach is to find your people and then...
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